thank you Allah.

i asked for strongth

and Allah gave me difficulties to make me strong.

i asked for widom

and Allah gave me problems to solve.

i asked for courage

and Allah gave me obstacles to overcome

i asked for love

and Allah gave me troubled people to help.

i asked for favors

and Allah gave me opportunities.

"mybe i received nothing i wanted

but i received everything i needed."

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sahabat.read this.

selemah lemah manusia ialah yang tidak boleh mencari sahabat.

dan orang yang lebih lemah

ialah orang yang mensia siakan sahabat yang dicari

-saidina ali

bersahabatlah dengan orang yang keadaannya sentiasa

membangkitkanmu

dan kata katanya banyak menyedarkan mu

ke jalan Allah.

-sabda Rasulullah

tiada ungkapan perpisahan dalam persahabatan

biarpun maut menjadi noktahnya

kerana seorang sahabat itu terlalu istimewa

dalam doa saudaranya yang lain

biarpun tanpa bayangnya.

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jadikan aku yg terbaik.

ya allah

jadikan aku wanita yang solehah

yang terbaik diantara yang terbaik

dan kurniakan aku pendamping yang baik

dalam mendapatkan sesuatu yang terbaik dariMu.

amin.

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teman.

kau pengubat duka.

kau pemusnah segala resah.

kau teman ketawa

kau teman berduka.

kau sejati diantara yg sejati.

teman

kuukirkan nukilan ini

sebagai pemanis hubungan kita

sebagai perencah persahabatan kita

tika jari ini mengukir kata kata

tiada apa yang lebih disyukuri

melainkan mempunyai teman sejati.

tatkala hati dirundung resah

tatkala jiwa bertemu kehancuran

tatkala hati tidak menentu

tatkala fikiran bertemu kebuntuan

kau ada disisi

menyemai semangat

membajai kesabaran

menanam rasional

memupuk iman

supaya aku terus berdiri

supaya aku terus disini

supaya aku dapat menikmati manisnya iman

manisnya persahabatan

supaya aku mampu sabar

kerana sesungguhnya sabar itu separuh daripada iman.

supaya aku mampu berfikir cerdas,bergerak cergas

melalui liku dan ranjau

yang tidak pernah jemu berkunjung

aku dan kau

kita saling melengkapi

tiada siapa mampu menafikan

tatkala dua hati bersatu

jari saling bergenggaman

kita terus maju

maju ke depan demi mencapai matlamat

menyahut cita cita yang menyeru.

semoga langkah kita kekal seirama

supaya impian mampu digenggam.

semoga syurga menjadi destinasi terakhir.

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sweet sgt.

jutaria?!

aku ingt.

aku beli kt kedai rm2.

hehe :p

besh main ni.

dpt beli aset.

rumah,hotel,tanah.

walaupun olok olok jee (;

sapa malang,masuk penjara.

ada org khas pulak jd pegawai bank.

hehe

duit bertimbun timbun.

'duit jutaria'.

ada geran tanah jgk.

fuhh!dh mcm org besar besar.

hee

yang ni korag ingt ta?

kad donkey.

happy family.

old maid.

zaman kegemilangan kad ni,

ialah time aku standard 4,5,6

aku ingt lg.

lepas exam,cekgu ta mngajar dah.

exam akhir tahun.

girls dlm kelas aku suka main kad ni lah.

ada jual kt kedai koperasi.

dulu aku panggil,

'kedai ustaz'.

sbb ustaz yg jaga kedai tu.

hehe

ustaz mesti bangga :p

sbb aku masih ingt lagi.

korang ingt ta?

dulu kita suka main ne.

skrg pun.

main dgn bayang bayang.

best sgt bila dpt buat mcm bentuk,

dgn bayang bayang.

burung,anjing,itik.

ehh aku ingt.

dulu org slalu ckp.

'weyh,ta baik pijak bayangbayang.nanti mati'

hehe :p

klakar laa.

entah betul.

entah tidak.

tringat dulu kala.
time budak hingusan lg.
aku suka main dress up.
ala yg patung kertas tu.
boleh tukar tukar baju.
baju tu boleh beli.
buat sendiri pn boleh.
senang je.
dulu kumpul ramai ramai.
pstu brlakon laa.
sorg jd mak.sorg jd kakak.
ade evening dress,night dress.
cantik tauu.

p/s aku masih ingt.manis sgt jd kanak kanak.

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result?!

result.
math & ADD MATH.
'tinggi' sekali.
'bangga'ny aku.
aku amat brterima kaseh.
kd guru.
dan kawan kawan.
(mcm bagus).
rasa mcm na menjerit

'kebahagiaan'.
WAA!WOAH!WOOHOO!
terlompat lompat
'kegirangan'.

YIPPI!YAHOO!
menangis

'terharu'.
SOBSOBSOB.
namun,
aku masih tidak kuat untuk memaklumkan kpd ibubapa tersayang.
kot kena bebelan 'manja'.
aku tak tahan.
takuit diberi sindiran sinis.
paling gerun
dapat 'hadiah' besau.
(takut.takut.takut.)

p/s ini semalam puny kisah.
dengan banggany aku mengisyhtiharkan BAHAWA
semalam adalah
hari 'KEBANGGAAN' aku.
(macam *tut.)

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hello-peeps (;
saya di sini lg.
terus menulis.
hari ini.
esok.
tulat.
tungging.
dan
sampai bila bila.
sampai anda jemu.
meluat.
geram.
tp ada saya kesah?
hee :p

hari ini.
tanggal 21 March 2010.
saya amat merindui seseorang.
sukar nak diungkapkan dgn kata kata.


Aku ingin bermimpi denganmu
Ke awana untuk teman bintang bulan
Kerananya lebih terang sinarnya
Dengan kehadiran kau dan aku
Bagiku kaulah yang terindah
Manisnya senyuman anugerah Tuhan
Memarakkan api dalam diriku
Tak pernah aku sangka ada
Asingnya buatku
Asyik memikirkan dirimu



rasa seperti ingin berlari.
memecut laju.
kemudian meluahkan segalanya.
biar semua tahu.
bahawa dia milik aku.

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semalam.
besh amat.
2.15 ptg.
ada kt library dgn syaz,pikah
dan sekali lg kasut tikah putus.
aduh kesian.
lol :p
shira ngn mieda pegi yen.
trus ke pizza.
kami pn brjalan terkedek kedek.
akhirny sampai jgk kt pizza.
hehe
ada suara berunsur 'riak' cakap.
ish kan bagus naik moto.
smpai pn cepat.
amboi mulut.
bukankah dulu kita juga mcm ni?
na pegi mana mana pn jln kaki jee.
sudah kah kau lupa?
haha :p
snap snap snap pic lg.
check this out.
let the pictures talk (;
mereka sengal :p

gelak pa weyh?suka sgt.hehe

syaz.aku menitipkan belangsungkawa kt ang.lol.

ciptaan tuhan.

eika ang tayah buat seksi ngat aih.macek jiji hawt (;

abeh ayu da la tuu?

ha,yg ni memang ayu.haha

makan.makan.makan.

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9 things i hate everyone.

1. People who point at their wrist asking for the time... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?
2. People who are willing to get off their a** to search the entire room for the TV remote because they refuse to walk to the TV and change the channel manually.
3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn Right! What good is cake if you can't eat it?
4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they?
5. When people say while watching a film, "did ya see that?" No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor!
6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?"... Didn't give me a choice there, did ya sunshine?
7. When something is 'new and improved'. Which is it? If it's new, then there has never been anything before it. If it's an improvement, then there must have been something before it, couldn't be new.
8. When people say "life is short". What the hell??? Life is the longest damn thing anyone ever does!!! What can you do thats longer?
9. When you are waiting for the bus and someone asks "Has the bus come yet?" If the bus came, would I be standing here???

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sad love story.

10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later Now
I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

p/s sweet story.
i love you
and i want you to know.
i wont let u go.
and please stay with me.
always.
and forever.

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rabu.

hari ini.
tiada yg menarik.
pg td brgegas ke kelas.
singgah breakfast dulu.
tp dua pemuda ni
memeluatkan.jijik.
cakap bahasa yg plg aku benci.
haish.
jgn benci sgt.
kot benci jd sayangg.
haha :p
td subjek BM.
besh amat.
mcm biasa laa.
lepas tu subjek CHEMISTRY.
besh la kott.
sbb aku ta p pn.
hehe
malas laa.
dh la gadis dua org tu ta mai.
pemalas.
ta mcm aku.
haha :p
maaf sayangg.
kenduri kawen lg.
ohoi~
jd sat kot dgn knduri ne.
semua pakat gtai na kawen.
hehe
(sorry sape yg terase)
aku na tido jap stg.
pstu bgun na study.
insyallah.
hehe
nway.esok da rancang na out.
celebrate birthday aku,jiji dan pikah sayangg :p
ops.hadiah ta beli lg.
mlm ne laa.

p/s jgn lupa esok.
2 ptg.
insyallah.

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selamat hari lahir.

oh God.
today is 16 March.
my birthday.
bangun pagi.
handphone
kt tepi telinga
mula vibrate.
a calling from anonymous.
i dont know who is he.
hello?
hello.happy birthday.
and dengan mata masih trpejam.
i reply,thank you.
talian dputuskan.
misteri.
mula bgun dr katil.
dan check num yg call td.
no name.
aku ta brani na call blik.
takut.
ta knal sape.
biar laa.
the happiest things are 'messages'
from my girls,my boy,my fb friend.
aku tido awl smlm.
ta sedar msg masuk.
dan pg td bru aku bukak.hee :p
thank you all fer wishing me
happy birthday.
i love u guys.
to my beloved hubby.
you're the best lovely person in my heart.
you're my Jacob & my Edward Cullen.
and im your Bella Swan.
(i wish)
i'll always love you.

p/s dont forget my present.hehe :p
im already 7teen.
getting older.
but i love it.

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hello.

nothing beneficial things i have done today.wake up late.its 11 in the morning.almost noon.and thank god.i dont need to hear my mum nagging as always.mybe she's tired take care a hardcore daughter like me :p
after taking my bath,im ready to go to my brother's friend wedding.its at Guar Sanji.i never know this place before.hina betul laa :p

straight away to Padang Besar.niat sebenar na cuci mata tp..Pdang Besar is one of an attractive places in Perlis.perfectly for a shopaholic like me.so,what else?since im already here,i do my part time job.shopping!and im really enjoying it.

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menulis lg.

entah utk yg ke berapa kaliny.
jari aku masih lg ligat d atas papan kekunci ini.
semacam ada satu prtandingan menari.
bukan.
menulis.
cukup layak utk jd setiausaha.

ada bakat.
setiausaha kpd koprat keparat :p
tp sayangg.
aku bkn na jd setiausaha.
bkn juga usahawan muda.
jauh sekali kerani pejabat pos.

profession pilihan pertama & utama.
guru.

sanadd ingin mnjadi guru.
perlukan seorang yg.
SA.B.A.R
tp aku?
mungkin laa :p
satu tugas yg mulia.
semua tugas mulia.
jika kita.
I.K.H.L.A.S
J.U.J.U.R
hny krn ALLAH.
yg pnting nawaitu kita.

profession pilihan kedua.
photographer.

minat gila.
anything about photo.
doesnt matter.
photo editing.
web editing.
its my job.
i like art so much.
something yg abstrak.
lain dr yg lain.
need my creativity.
i love playing with colour.
will be my part-time job.

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akhirnya.

akhirnya.
berakhir sudah bala exam.
kepala cm na pecah.
otak sedikit mereng.
soalan biology.
kimia.
fizik.
betul betul iri hati.
dengan 'kecemerlangan' aku.
soalan biology.
paper two.
tahap susah yg xtreme.
begitu juga kimia.
dan fizik.
subjek sejarah.
pengubat duka aku.
begitu juga subjek AGAMA.
target stakat 5a SHJ.
trmasuk sivik & kewarganegaraan.
dan PJK.
hee :p
ampun dipinta buat teman SMS.
tahun ni.
handphone akn dtolak tepi.
mungkin.
bapak sudah mmberi 'sign'.
mula brcerita tntang
kejayaan anak temanny.
dan aku mcm biasa.
trpaksa menadah telinga.
untuk mndengar.
konon dgn pnuh khusyuk.
dan 'WAO'.
aku pn boleh doh.
insyallah.

p/s jgn lupa 16 March ne.

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rindu you.

i miss u badly syg.

betul.

bukan aota.

ini fakta.

ini betul betul puny.

penah ke i main main? :p

tp tu laa.

da org ta sudi.

cuma ta nk jd.

hidung ta mancung.

pipi tersorong sorong :'(

i sedar.

kita kena.

memahami.

diulangi.

memahami.

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sibuk.

online.akhirny.setelah demam selsema exam yg buat kepala otak aku mcm na meletup.seriously,ini exam plg teruk penah aku lalui.bkn sebab soalanny(wlupn memang sbb soalany).tp faktor yg lain ialah keadaan ksihatan aku.dengan banggany aku na umumkan yg aku da MIGRAIN(pedulikan psal ejaan).mcm sial.buat kepala aku mcm na pecah.dan effectny ialah,bila aku jwb soalan yg susah,kepala aku sakit tambah plak dgn loya.sehubungan dgn itu,aku telah dberi ubt yg berkaitan laa.aku kena amik ubt tu tiap tiap mlm smpai laa SPM nnt.leceh doh.tp oke gk,sakit aku krg da kurang.
mugkin sbb aku trlalu nk uat yg terbaik.trlalu obses dgn target aku.menyebabkan aku tekanan utk mencapai target yg dharapkan.so,exam kali ini aku ta harapkan yg terbaik cos keadaan aku wktu ni tidak mengizinkn utk aku trlalu 'push' diri aku.mugkin salah aku jgk.hmm :'(
maaf kpd kwn kwn aku tu,aku ta dpt msj korang slalu.dua minggu ni aku cbuk yg amat.sorry skali lg doh :p

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