one more day without you.

i dont know how long i can be like this.
but im trying not to fell again.
you know im trying very hard to forget all the memries that we created for this 3 years.
i know you have moved on.
good luck baby.
you'll find another.trust me :)
i cant find a guy like you.
but better.

♥CIK PELANGI♥

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im paralyzed

you know how its feel when you gives advices to other broken hearted girl/boy while the tears goin down on your face?
and when you walk from your room,faking the biggest smile that you never did?
and laugh as much as you can?
but deep in your heart,you still can't forget what happened.
you keep remind yourself that you're okay with it all.
and you starts to move on.
but the fact is,you don't even move.
but its okay,the time will heals it.
and you gonna be okay :)


♥CIK PELANGI♥

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tahun ni dan tahun lepas.

2A+,3A-,1B,1C+ and 2C.
alhamdulillah.
result SPM aku yg aku brsyukur sgt.
* padanla study last minit.HAHA!
hari ni,tahun lepas,aku pernah kecewa sgt sbb xdpt nk pegi mana2.
maktab,matrik,dip.
tp hari ni,tahun ni,aku brsyukur sgt sbb aku pilih jalan ni.
Allah mungkin uji kita ckit,tp rahmat-Nya luas sgt.
semua untuk hamba yg Dia sayang.
beberapa minggu lepas,aku dh setelkan trial stpm.
alhamdulillah,result pun okay.
and lebih kurang 2 bulan lg,stpm pulak.
kecut weyhh.tapi xpe,tuhan ada :)
the most important things are,im blessed with all my gorgeous friends.
they are ROCK!
dulu akulah paling mlas nk pegi skolah,but now,aku sampai skolah awal kot.
haha.
tapi tabiat tdo dlm kelas,xdpt diubah lg.
its okay,slow2 la.HAHA!






♥CIK PELANGI♥

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people do change.

esok ada post mortem pasal result trial.*again?!
hehe.mujur pengetua baru ni ambik berat pasal form6.
dulu masa aku dok skolah tu dr form1 sampai form5 pun,aku xpernah tahu pasal form6.
mcm invisible.
tapi skrg,dah lain,dunia dh berubah.mentaliti org pun dh berubah.
tapi yg kolotnya,nama je skolah pandai,bdk2 pndai,tapi 'pandai' tu la yg semua pakat jd sombong habis.
well hello,aku dh dok skolah tu almost 7 years,jd hampa xpyh bajet pandai sgt k.
nnt bila hampa pakat dh kluaq skolah,baru hampa tau what's life is all about.
skrg ni masih terperuk kat situ,di kalangan yg pandai lah kononny.
tapi aku rasa kadang2 biar kita bersederhana,itu lebih baik.
' ikut resmi padi,makin tunduk makin berisi. '
xpaham aku dgn budak2 skrg,baru nak UP ckit,perangai dh hampeh.
siap jeling bagai.apa masalah kau sebenarnya?
xcuse me,aku xtau pun nama kau sapa,aku xpernah tau pun kwujudan kau sampailah kau jeling aku.
ye la,dulu bdk form6 mmang perangai lain ckit.
but people change la dermarians.tak semua mcm tu.
tak kenal maka tak cinta.so kenal first,baru tahu :)

dulu masa aku masuk situ,2006,nak pandang kakak2 senior pun xberani,apatah lg nk jeling.
sbb dulu orangny tinggi2,mcm dah 20-an.
oh mentang2 la kami ni sama saiz je dgn hampa,nk tunjuk otai la ea.
haha.who cares?
yang paling truk skali,siap ada bdk form1 ni,bkn stakat jeling,siap tgk dr atas sampai ke bwh lg.
wah hebat kau.kita kenal ke?ke ada abg hnsem nak kenalkan?
boleh jugak *wink wink
haha.
kesimpulanny kat sini,people do change.whether to a good one or worst.
its possible.



♥CIK PELANGI♥

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fighting STPM's candidates

result trial dah keluaq.
omaiigoddd,i did it!
alhamdulillah :)
lagi dua bulan nak STPM,ketaq tak tau nak habaq.
to those candidates out there,fightingggg!!!
hehe
nnt insyallah boleh jumpa kat U pulak.kan kan?
lagi satu,study smart k.

aku ingt lg dulu,tak trpikiaq langsung nak msuk form6.
but now,i almost did it.dh nak masuk exam dh pun bln 11 ni.
tu la,Allah dh atur baikk punya.
' boleh jadi kamu tak suka akn sesuatu tp Allah tahu itu trbaik utk kamu. '


jangan lupa baca doa sebelum study.
semoga apa yg dibaca cepat diserap ke dalam ingatan.
good luck!





♥CIK PELANGI♥

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its been a month...

23/8 untill today.
yes,its been a month since you left me.did you?
but u know what,im strooooongeer than before.
and thanks to you,im closer to the clouds up here.
that was only my begingging.and you just dont have to worry.
i'll find a guy that never give up on me.yes i will!

&& thanks because you have shown me the reality.
im living my life better than before.
and you can go now.
FOREVER.thats better.
its my turn to shine after what you have done.
IM SHINING BEAUTIFUL THAN EVER.

thanks to you,i have learnt so many things for this 3 years.
you have taught me to be strong,independent.
baby,i will :)
even you have gone,i always pray for your happiness.
because you deserve better than me.
yes you are.

im not a broken hearted girl.
that was just a lesson :)
and i have to keep moving.
for the sake of myself.





♥CIK PELANGI♥

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