girls are beautiful.

you are not a princess,yet you are beautiful just the way you are.don't change yourself,or your look for anyone.its not worth.if they truly wants you,they'll sincerely accept you.girls,don't let anyone treat you like an option.you're just too beautiful for that,so you deserve better :)

girls,a real guy don't find beauty in your look.but they find beauty in your personalities and in your heart.
don't be cruel in getting someone's attention.if they are meant to be with you,you'll catch their attention without doing anything.

you are beautiful,sweet,and you got stunning smile.someone somewhere will eventually noticed that.just wait.its worth darling.

lots of love,
pija

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love pt2

everybody talks about love.like they know everything.12,13,16 or even 60 y/o.
age is a number,and it doesn't matter anyway.but somehow,its really annoying to hear 13 y/o couple talks about faithful,trust etc.

walau sekuat mana pn minda kita menolak kehadiran sebuah cinta dan kasih sayang,hati kita tak dpt menafikannya.walau sekerap mana pun kita mengingatkn diri kita supaya tak jatuh cinta lagi,ia tetap takkan berkesan sbb cinta dtg dalam byk cara,kadang-2 tak trduga.

tapi apa yg penting,cara kita didik nafsu dan perasaan kita supaya tidak kterlaluan sehinggakan mengabaikan cinta kita pada Maha Besar,Allah s.w.t serta rasul-Nya :)
Allah meniupkan perasaan kasih syg buat insan agar dia merasa bahagia.dan seharusny kita bersyukur di atas nikmat trsebut dgn menjaga pasangan kita sebaik mungkin,dan jadikanny yang halal buat kita.

tak ada masalah yg tak dpt diselesaikan.jangan gadaikan hubungan yg telah lama trjalin dgn keegoaan masing-2.keep calm and try to discuss.sekiranya buntu jugak,solatlah istikarah.mohon petunjuk daripada Allah s.w.t.
itu yg lebih baik :)







♥CIK PELANGI♥

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love pt1

bila dua hati dah sebati,tak semudah tu utk dileraikan.
tapi last-2,kami putus jugak,atas sbb-2 yg lain.

hmm bait bait kata Istanbul Aku Datang.ada betulny jugak dlm bait kata tu.sebab perpisahan antara dua insan kadang kala bukanny dsebabkan oleh pasangan tu.tapi keadaan di sekeliling mereka.
situasi,keluarga dan mungkin orang ketiga.

tapi biasany perpisahan yg disebabkan oleh faktor ni lah yg agak sukar diterima.sangat sukar.kadang-2 trlalu rumit dan tak pernah trfikir.disebabkan satu pihak,hubungan yg trjalin sekian lama,direntap mcm tu saja.
sakit.tp pada masa yg sama,masih mencintai.tapi sakit tu kena buang jugak,kan?

apa yg penting,family's first.especially mom.biasany mak tahu segalany.dia tahu apa yg akn jadi.sebab dia ada EMAK,IBU,MAMA :)
jadi,sebelum mulakan ssuatu hubungan,minta nasihat dan pandangan ibu bapa dulu.sebab pilihan kita tak selaluny betul.dan yg penting,jangan pentingkan diri sendiri.
kalau pasangan awak cinta mati kt awak,tapi bencikan keluarga awak,its useless.
dan walau sekuat manapun cintak awak pd dia,andai dia bkn jodoh awak,you're not gonna make it.
REDHAKAN LAH HATI :)


♥CIK PELANGI♥

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terima kasih Allah

awk tidak perlukan seorg ustaz atau ustazah utk jadikan awk yg trbaik.semuanya bermula dr diri awk sndri.sentiasalah ikhlas brkwn supaya awk mndapat kbaikan disitu.ujian boleh mnjadikan kita kuat atau lemah,tp brdoalh smoga kita smakin kuat dr dulu,smakin kuat pngharapan trhadap Illahi.kekuatan yg awk ada smuany dtg dr Allah.jd brsyukurlah,krn awk diberi ksempatan utk bangun kmbali.buka mata,lihat kmbali apa yg tlah brlaku dan sentiasa beringt supaya smuany tidak brulang lagi,krn mungkin kita xkn dpt kekuatan lg seperti HARI INI :)

awak,sy tak pernah mnyesal knal awk.terima kasih Allah krn mminjamkan rasa kasih syg ni sebentar.baru aku sedar bhwa tidak ada sesuatu yg kekal buat kita mlainkan kasih syg Allah yg abadi.
buat awk,semoga dipertemukan dgn seseorg yg solehah.
saya sudah mneruskan hidup sy wlupun tak sama mcm dulu.
bkn krn awk tak ada,tp krn sy lebih kuat dr dulu.
dan insyallah sy tak akan ulang ksilapan yg sama mcm awk buat :)



♥CIK PELANGI♥

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im fine.

im not really give up on love.im just tired.
and i tell myself not to fall again :)

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semoga baik-2 sajaa

dua mlm aku mimpi kau mesej aku.
mlm pertama,kau nk aku cari kau.
mlm kedua kau ckp,kau dh pergi.
aku tak tau kau pergi mna.tp aku harap kau baik-2 ja.
sungguh,tak pernah ada dndam kat hati aku.
aku syukur sbb aku tau Allah dh ada perancangan yg baik utk aku.
aku akn sntiasa ingt pesan kau,nasihat kau.
antara kita,mmang btl-2 dah tak ada jdoh.
utk aku cari kau,atau kau cari aku,itu mustahil.
bcause it has involved people around us.
everyone knows what have you done.
you has chose to end it like you did :)











♥CIK PELANGI♥

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one more day without you.

i dont know how long i can be like this.
but im trying not to fell again.
you know im trying very hard to forget all the memries that we created for this 3 years.
i know you have moved on.
good luck baby.
you'll find another.trust me :)
i cant find a guy like you.
but better.

♥CIK PELANGI♥

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im paralyzed

you know how its feel when you gives advices to other broken hearted girl/boy while the tears goin down on your face?
and when you walk from your room,faking the biggest smile that you never did?
and laugh as much as you can?
but deep in your heart,you still can't forget what happened.
you keep remind yourself that you're okay with it all.
and you starts to move on.
but the fact is,you don't even move.
but its okay,the time will heals it.
and you gonna be okay :)


♥CIK PELANGI♥

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tahun ni dan tahun lepas.

2A+,3A-,1B,1C+ and 2C.
alhamdulillah.
result SPM aku yg aku brsyukur sgt.
* padanla study last minit.HAHA!
hari ni,tahun lepas,aku pernah kecewa sgt sbb xdpt nk pegi mana2.
maktab,matrik,dip.
tp hari ni,tahun ni,aku brsyukur sgt sbb aku pilih jalan ni.
Allah mungkin uji kita ckit,tp rahmat-Nya luas sgt.
semua untuk hamba yg Dia sayang.
beberapa minggu lepas,aku dh setelkan trial stpm.
alhamdulillah,result pun okay.
and lebih kurang 2 bulan lg,stpm pulak.
kecut weyhh.tapi xpe,tuhan ada :)
the most important things are,im blessed with all my gorgeous friends.
they are ROCK!
dulu akulah paling mlas nk pegi skolah,but now,aku sampai skolah awal kot.
haha.
tapi tabiat tdo dlm kelas,xdpt diubah lg.
its okay,slow2 la.HAHA!






♥CIK PELANGI♥

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people do change.

esok ada post mortem pasal result trial.*again?!
hehe.mujur pengetua baru ni ambik berat pasal form6.
dulu masa aku dok skolah tu dr form1 sampai form5 pun,aku xpernah tahu pasal form6.
mcm invisible.
tapi skrg,dah lain,dunia dh berubah.mentaliti org pun dh berubah.
tapi yg kolotnya,nama je skolah pandai,bdk2 pndai,tapi 'pandai' tu la yg semua pakat jd sombong habis.
well hello,aku dh dok skolah tu almost 7 years,jd hampa xpyh bajet pandai sgt k.
nnt bila hampa pakat dh kluaq skolah,baru hampa tau what's life is all about.
skrg ni masih terperuk kat situ,di kalangan yg pandai lah kononny.
tapi aku rasa kadang2 biar kita bersederhana,itu lebih baik.
' ikut resmi padi,makin tunduk makin berisi. '
xpaham aku dgn budak2 skrg,baru nak UP ckit,perangai dh hampeh.
siap jeling bagai.apa masalah kau sebenarnya?
xcuse me,aku xtau pun nama kau sapa,aku xpernah tau pun kwujudan kau sampailah kau jeling aku.
ye la,dulu bdk form6 mmang perangai lain ckit.
but people change la dermarians.tak semua mcm tu.
tak kenal maka tak cinta.so kenal first,baru tahu :)

dulu masa aku masuk situ,2006,nak pandang kakak2 senior pun xberani,apatah lg nk jeling.
sbb dulu orangny tinggi2,mcm dah 20-an.
oh mentang2 la kami ni sama saiz je dgn hampa,nk tunjuk otai la ea.
haha.who cares?
yang paling truk skali,siap ada bdk form1 ni,bkn stakat jeling,siap tgk dr atas sampai ke bwh lg.
wah hebat kau.kita kenal ke?ke ada abg hnsem nak kenalkan?
boleh jugak *wink wink
haha.
kesimpulanny kat sini,people do change.whether to a good one or worst.
its possible.



♥CIK PELANGI♥

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fighting STPM's candidates

result trial dah keluaq.
omaiigoddd,i did it!
alhamdulillah :)
lagi dua bulan nak STPM,ketaq tak tau nak habaq.
to those candidates out there,fightingggg!!!
hehe
nnt insyallah boleh jumpa kat U pulak.kan kan?
lagi satu,study smart k.

aku ingt lg dulu,tak trpikiaq langsung nak msuk form6.
but now,i almost did it.dh nak masuk exam dh pun bln 11 ni.
tu la,Allah dh atur baikk punya.
' boleh jadi kamu tak suka akn sesuatu tp Allah tahu itu trbaik utk kamu. '


jangan lupa baca doa sebelum study.
semoga apa yg dibaca cepat diserap ke dalam ingatan.
good luck!





♥CIK PELANGI♥

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its been a month...

23/8 untill today.
yes,its been a month since you left me.did you?
but u know what,im strooooongeer than before.
and thanks to you,im closer to the clouds up here.
that was only my begingging.and you just dont have to worry.
i'll find a guy that never give up on me.yes i will!

&& thanks because you have shown me the reality.
im living my life better than before.
and you can go now.
FOREVER.thats better.
its my turn to shine after what you have done.
IM SHINING BEAUTIFUL THAN EVER.

thanks to you,i have learnt so many things for this 3 years.
you have taught me to be strong,independent.
baby,i will :)
even you have gone,i always pray for your happiness.
because you deserve better than me.
yes you are.

im not a broken hearted girl.
that was just a lesson :)
and i have to keep moving.
for the sake of myself.





♥CIK PELANGI♥

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semenjak single ni.

semenjak single ni,facebook pun dah brubah wajah jd timeline.
semenjak single ni,status kat facebook pun automatik jadi single.
semenjak single ni,IM pun sntiasa available scara automatik.
semenjak single ni,semuanya trjadi scara kbetulan.
thats why i know Allah have a great plan for me :)



♥CIK PELANGI♥

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so im already gone.

you can find better,much more better, i know you have started your journey,and now my turn :)

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it is quoted.

and yes.i will :)

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have faith.

i laugh for a minute and,i cry for whole day :')
for the sake of others,without realising that i have a heart and feeling to take care too.
i did almost everything to fulfill other's dream,but always forget to catch mine.
smile and pretending that im happy doing this.
but im also realised that i dont need others,
because Allah know what is the best for me,what i have been wishing all the time.
i believe that He know,every single things about me.

p/s but honestly,till now,is it true that i can sincerely accept this?
i find that its hard to believe everyone else including me.



♥CIK PELANGI♥

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fighting and Alhamdulillah.

next week will be my first exam this year.
* yeay to me!
insyallah,everything will be alright.
you dah study kan?so,doa dan tawakal lahh.
Allah pasti akan mmberi ganjaran yang setimpal dgn usaha kita :)
cuak jgk kot.gila kau.study utk setahun setengah dan semua nk ditanya sekali je hujung tahun ni.
STPM.
tapi aku boleh.yakin boleh!=.=

alhamdulillah.he got it.
just another step.
May God bless us always.
dan dipermudahkan segala urusan.
pertolongan Allah pasti datang.
Insyallah :)









♥CIK PELANGI♥

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masih meneruskan kehidupan.

ya.masih di sini.mungkin jari tak selincah dulu.
tapi aku masih meneruskan kehidupan yg berbaki entah berapa lama lg.
usia semakin menginjak ke angka 19.soon.
and the only thing i know is,i have to keep myself strong in order to fight for STPM :)
mungkin byk masa dihabiskan dgn mengulang kaji.because this is the time for everything.
it will take me to whether live or go die.
till now,a lot of things had happened to me.almost everything.about love,friends,family and study.
but whatever the problems are,i tried to face it.without hesitations.

'easy come.easy go.'that was what my father said.
the good things are not always easy to get.take note that in life,difficulties are everywhere.
driving test,first date are not always easy and enjoyable.you have to find it hard before it get easier when you keep yourself strong.
people,whatever you doing,always bear in mind that all the problems that you are facing now are just keeping you stonger day by day :)
so be strong.because Allah is there for you when no one not.



lots of love,
pelangi





♥CIK PELANGI♥

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